What is the essence of my life - I wonder.
Is there anything that matters to me, a few lines I could write on a scratch of paper?
Maybe I would write down my personal version of Raymond Carver's Quote from the Late Fragment
"And did i get what i wanted from this life, even so?
And what did i want?
To share some love,
To ride some waves,
To sing some Songs,
To be in Hawaii.
That's all i wanted on the earth."
My heart felt joy, in the waves that I was allowed to ride, in the moments i shared with my family,friends and romantical partners. Always when I sang songs, when I played with cats and dogs, wandererd around in beautiful nature, especially in Hawaii, so whenever I felt liveliness, freedom and peace in me. When I felt whole and accepted for who I am. When I spoke English and noticed how gifted I am being able to express myself in this beautiful language that I can't get enough…